For you alone I write.......

For you alone I write, O Beloved, for you alone I write

Let my heart moist your eyes and joy of this union spill out of all the skies
For you alone I write, O beloved, for you alone I write

Let the unknown words you utter reverberate in me and
Let my heart beat in thy chest, oozing the nectar of this unity
For you alone I write, O beloved, for you alone I write

I know not where you stand......
In the times to come or in the times behind....
or in those times above or below my shores....
When everything merges into one....
I will see you then, O beloved, for you alone I write.
 

Darkness

Darkness is eternal, a lamp is but momentary….may be just to demystify a bit of eternity.

I alone can give birth to Myself

In my womb I feel an urge to emerge…..
emerge into a world, a world so intense that nothing is apart, so intense that everything dissolves the moment it has taken birth ...…….
I alone can give birth to myself……..
I alone need to bear the pain…...a intense pain of joy of giving birth…..to a birth unconsumed…..to a birth unconstrained.

A Silent Pause

I am with you forever. 
You search for me here, there, everywhere and afar……..
You are lost in this eternal search….
a search to find something unchangeable, a search to uncover something eternal, a search to expand yourself…...
but every moment of the search, you keep losing a part of self….…..
oh dear dear…..take a pause…….a small one…….and look….Look for the one searching…….
There you will find me revealed.

Listener

Stories are everywhere…..in every corner and in every atom…..
one has to be sensitive to see and to listen…...
some stories are loud...so loud that others wont be heard….
it is then the listener has to dive deep down to fetch the story, that feeble one.

Walls

In the lap of the darkness I bid my goodbyes to thy…….
I want to slip into a dreamless sleep…….a sleep of eternity……….
not in the lap of Krishna neither in the lap of maa Saraswati…..
It is only the darkness I seek…...
Krishna, Rama, Rahema all are walls to lean on…………..Walls must fall for me to jump into the void of insanity…….the insanity of no mind….nor any assumptions of you or me.

A Whisper

You are like the star guiding a life lost in the seas….
there are thunderstorms, cyclones and all the scare things…...
I stay scared in disbelief…...
It is then I heard you whisper…….’be, do nothing’…….
then a miracle revealed itself…...everything melted into a deep silence……....unheard of and now unleashed.